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January 7th, 2009 @ 04:52pm] |
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where do i begin....a lot has happened in the past year but i'm actually glad it did...it showed me who my real friends are and how supportive they all are...i love them so much...i don't know if i would have made it through all that stupid shit if they weren't there...I've lost really good friends but i now know that it was fo the best...i guess i just got so caught up in everyone elses problems and never really worried about my own...i'm just glad all that stuffs over and done with...I don't even talk to the one person that at one point in my life meant so much to me...he was my best friend and i put so much faith in him and i never noticed he was just another guy...and didn't really give a damn but about himself and his own shit...I hate that all that had to come down to this but it is what it is...you can't change whats already been done...so i'm having alil trouble dealing with that but i'll get through it...i have too....
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[Wednesday
March 26th, 2008 @ 03:30pm] |
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I still can't find a job anywhere around here. I'm soo sick of this shit. It's like if you ain't mexican you ain't going to get a damn job. ughh...my bday is only a couple of weeks away and i have no idea what I'm going to do...I mean it's my 18th bday i wanna get drunk or something...me and sharee were talking she said she might come pick me up and then we could go do something but i don't know if thats going to happen or not...i swear my whole life is fuked up right now....I hate where i'm living and where i'm at in my life...I hate living back at home because now i never have any money haha....the thing is I always had money before I moved in with my mom and step-dad and I had to spend a lot money though.... go figure that one out...I got a kitten a couple of days ago we named him snickers...the dog doesn't really like that because he has to stay mostly down in the basement but we have to keep him down there cause he's a pitt and hes aggressive and we don't want him to hurt the kitten....
I am really thinking about just giving up on everything right about now....in the past couple of months i have lost so many really good friends all because of fuking person...i mean i lost the one friend that meant the most to me...I could tell him anything and i knew it would go no farther...i just don't know anymore...i really don't.....
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[Wednesday
March 19th, 2008 @ 03:28pm] |
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I haven't wrote in here in a really long time. i don't even know where to start. so much has happened in the past like 5 months i dont think it would even fit on here. well i moved out and moved in with one of my friends and her mom then one of our best firends moved in with us everything was going really well until he moved. he wanted nothing to do with her but we were fine. it was like nothing happened between us. but that started a lot fighting between me and the friend i was living with. we were at the point of fighting each other. but they ended up making up and he moved back in then some things happened again and he moved back out. again things were fine between us but it brought alot of tension between the one i was living with but this time we had his ex telling me one thing and then her and her mom the total oppsite. well he happened to get mad at me for only god knows what and we stoped talking so everything settled down. well until thanksgiving anyway. on thanksgiving night me and christina (his ex) got kicked out because we had left with her then boyfriend and didn't invite her. so we went and stayed with her then boyfriend for a couple of days then he came in the picture. and we ended up all going to a motel room and got drunk for 2 nights in a row. the next day she dropped me off at work and I didn't hear from her for like 2 weeks. that was great cause she had all my stuff except what i had left at my moms. I ended up moving back in with my mom and then a couple weeks later having to quit my job because it conflicted with there work schdueles. now because of her me and him are fighting again because come to find out she was with him and his boy and they still think that i knew all about. but i guess thats ok in away i'm kinda better off with out them. i deffently don't have as much drama in my life now so i feel a lot better about that. if your still reading this sorry its soo long but as you can see a lot has happened to me in the past few months. lol
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[Friday
August 31st, 2007 @ 06:03pm] |
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[Wednesday
August 29th, 2007 @ 03:18pm] |
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so much has been going on lately....I don't know who to trust anymore because everyone that I do trust always hurts me. I hate fake-ass people who pretend to be your friend so they can just use you to get to something or someone else. it's really starting to piss me off! people just can't be real anymore. I don't want to live here anymore. I want to move back to Wyandotte. atleast there I had friends that I could count on and they would never hurt me or stab me in the back. I just want my old life back! I want to go back to before my grandma died and start over. I hate my life. I just don't know who to trust anymore and my parents aren't making it any easier. I want to get another job soo bad. because i don't want to live at home forever. I want to get out on my own but know it's not going to be easy, nothing in life is anymore but i believe i can make it. atleast I hope I can.......I really miss this one friend that I had. she was my best friend ever and we shared soo much and had soo much in common but then i moved and we grew soo far apart plus our firnedship ended pretty badly too, so that doesn't help the sitution.....I swear I'm just about ready to give up on this life. I don't want it anymore........
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[Thursday
July 26th, 2007 @ 09:54pm] |
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I haven't updated in a while so here it goes.... My mom's birhtday is Saturday and we are going to throw her a suprise party. I don't know what to get her yet either?? I'm clueless and it's my own mom what's wrong with that picture?? I hate the drive thru at work. It sucks sooo bad but it does make the time go by a lot faster when I'm on drive thru because you like never stop, It's always going... I really need to find another job and quick. This job is for the birds. but i'm not very smart either because I just gave up 4 hours on Sunday but I really don't want to go in after staying up all night on Saturday. so I guess thats a pretty good reason not to go in. Idk. I swear life is just to complicated sometimes. It pretty much sucks. I just wish I had an uncomplicated life like some people I know.
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[Friday
July 13th, 2007 @ 02:41pm] |
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We should be getting our computer in about 4 days!! I'm so excited! It's about time that we got it. The other day we let mitten's outside and we haven't seen him since. :( I want my cat back! I'm worried about him because he's only a kitten and he NEVER goes away from home he's always around here somewhere. it just realy worries me.
I really want to hang out with some of my old friends. I miss them especially Kristine, Sharee, Nicole and Gabby. I think I mis Gabby the most though because she was my best friend in the world and we barely even talk anymore since I moved from Allen Park. but I miss all my friends in Wyandotte a lot too. it just sucks because the friends that I thought would always be there for me are not around anymore and that hurts. it's like because I move out of a city now you want nothing to do with me anymore that messed up!!! it's really starting to pis me off because it's bullshit! I hate when you think you have something and then in reality you really don't but you don't know that until it's to late
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July 12th, 2007 @ 05:02pm] |
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I finally have a job!! YAH!! I thought it would never happen. I work at Arby's. not really where I want to work but it's better than nothing. matter of fact I have to go to work in about 30 minutes.
I have this one friend that I really miss but I'm afraid if I talk and we become really good friends again that i will get hurt again and I don't want to get hurt. It seems that a lot of friends or should I say so-called friends really love stabbing you in the back. I hate when friends pretend to be your so-called best friends. all it does is hurt like hell!
I really hate fake people! I can't stand them.
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April 9th, 2007 @ 12:46pm] |
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I have really good news!!! we're not moving!!! i'm so happy! i don't really care for garden city but it's better the SC any day! I really need to find a job now like ASAP!! my mom and step-dad won't even give me any more money even though i'm the one who cleans the house and does the laundry and keeps my room clean. what the hell do they think i am. a maid oh wait a maid gets paid!!! but whatever. my kittens sooo cute. i love them to death. they are now 10 weeks old! mittens so like half the size of smokey lol they are so funny!
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March 29th, 2007 @ 02:05pm] |
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it's been a really long time since I updated. a lot has happened . we've moved to Garden City. but now we're going to move again! this time out of state! Charleston SC to be exact. This really sucks! I can deal with moving to a different city but a different state the crazy!! i guess we're moving in like a week if that. i don't know what I'm going to do! I'm going to miss all of my friends sooo much! i mean some of these girls i've know since diapers :( I hate this. I don't want to go.
On a brighter note. I got to little Kittens. I got them when they were 6 weeks. There 8 weeks and 4 days now. there so cute. one's gray and has white around her paws and a white stripe down her belly, thats mittens. and the other one is gray with white around her eyes and a little on here chin and then a stripe down her belly, thats smokey. there soo cute. it should be fun ina car for 13 hours with 2 little kittens. haha. yeah right.
well i'm going to miss everyone! I love you guys. hopefully i'll see you soon. once we move and get settled i'll update again and tell you how everything went. Bye!:(
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[Tuesday
April 25th, 2006 @ 08:05pm] |
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OMG!!! never ever get a job! it sucks! well i should say never get a job at krogers! i hate it! they only pay $6.50 an hour and you have bag, clean the bathrooms, bring in carts, and put the stuff away people end up not wanting! this is soo not worth it! the only reason i'm working there is because my mom nor step-dad will give me any money unless i have a job! Go Figure!! this sucks! i'm always so tired now! well i have to go take and shower and get ready for work in the morning! birght and freakin' early!!
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[Thursday
March 23rd, 2006 @ 02:06pm] |
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i still really miss jake and i don't know why! like everything reminds me of him and i can't help it. i hate it! but i think i might of found a new guy that i can think of instead of jake! haha! this should be interesting to see how this works out.
I finally dyed my hair! i love it. i think it looks really cute! and the best part i got it done for free. haha.
my birthday is in like 24 days i'm so excited. i start work in 20. whoo hoo!! go me! i still don't know what to do for my birhtday. any suggestions???
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[Tuesday
March 14th, 2006 @ 01:53pm] |
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i really think that i should get a new name. this one is like really old and someone knows it and i don't want them to.
i hate high school! there to much drama.
i still can't believe he did that right in front of me and then he wanted to get mad at me! thats bull!
well my birthday is in like 3 weeks! i'm so excited!
i have to figure out what i'm doing for it!
i think i still love him! how do i get him out of my head? for good!
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[Tuesday
February 28th, 2006 @ 12:40pm] |
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I hate boys! they all suck right about now! me and jake are soo done. i put up with way to much shit from him. I'm so glad he droped out! Today sucks! I guess the only good thing is I don't have to go to school anymore in the morning! no more getting up earlier for me!! yah!
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January 25th, 2006 @ 03:22pm] |
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Finals Suck!!
i totally bombed my algebra final! great just lower that A- to a B! finals have to much stress that goes along with them!! i'm just glad for the 3 half days this week because i can spend them with jake becasue who knows if hes coming back to school not that hes 16! this sucks! but i still love him! I'm only going to have 1 class with him instead of like 3! but i'll still have Sharee f*cking Gore!! haha!
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January 4th, 2006 @ 05:33pm] |
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well its been a while since i really updated so here it goes.
well Christmas break is going really good! Spending all this time with friends and shopping. what more could you ask for! haha. I love jake so much. he is the best thing in my life except for all my great firneds! i don't know where i would be without them! school really isn't all that bad actually. i have the best classes in the world. they are so easy! plus i'm passing with flying colors! haha. nothing to complain about here! well thats all thats really going on! I love you Jake!
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December 12th, 2005 @ 05:28pm] |
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I love all of my friends so much i don't know where i would be without you guys! I love you jake!
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October 15th, 2005 @ 02:25pm] |
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I hate that he can just pretend that we never were! i have to see him everyday and its like he looks right through me! i am so not looking forward to Monday! I don't want to see him! after all of the things we've been through he is just going to pretend it never happened?!? i need to forget about him! i really want to but i can't! i miss him and i'm so afraid to admit it to anyone. i want to tell myself I DON'T LOVE HIM and i want to believe it. but its not that easy. i wish it was. i would be so totally over him by now. my 3rd and 6th hours are like hell now because i have to sit there and see what he does with all the other girls but me. i want to get away from him so i can move on and forget about him or for him to say i'm sorry. i just want something to happen to make it better. i just don't know witch one i want more, to be with him or be with out him?!?
yesterday was the homecoming game at school but i didn't go because i heard someone was going to be there. but it didn't really matter i could hear the game from my house. i think we won. WOW what is it our first game we won all season. even though we don't have the best team we have some hott guys on the team! especially number 4-budzyn! haha. he is so cute! well i love my friends. so much! i don't know what i would do without them right now! thanks ladys! lol
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[Tuesday
October 11th, 2005 @ 07:12pm] |
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well i haven't up dated in a while because my computer is getting fixed. school is going really well except for one part. i just don't understand him. i really just want to forget about him so bad! i can't stand my 3rd and 6th hours now but i'll get over it. well homecoming is this friday it should be fun watching my team lose. they suck so bad. haha. but the games are fun though. theres a lot to do there. well i guess thats about it.
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